✿ Poetic Remedy...
Are You Coming Back Home?
For the one that never came home, When the war ended for good... Gone today, Back tomorrow, What is death when at bay? What is life when in sorrow? When years fly, Under that blue sky, With your words of "good-bye" I will know that you will die. You gone for good. This war we fight, Saw the sun set and i understood, It isn't right. Your return i dread Never wanted you Now you're dead Don't remember me, for i won't remember you. Long after the sunset,a new day began, And the forgotten soul was never heard from again.
Completely Trash-Worthy Love
Oceans are forever just as the passing of the skies And your love that grows in the wind and dies Do you really expect a liking from me When all along, you are the cause to be Do you think the frozen pond cares If a forest nearby is on fire? Do you wonder if a broken heart repares If it never was in any pain or to retire? You give too much imagination To that which never was true You need to stop going back And forth between your lies Making up your mind is Something impossible for you I don't regret hating you Because your anger and desire was always in ties just like your simple lies.
i. TraP
I am trapped by your hate You are trapped by my passion Is this not life, not fate? Won't you stay, forget this tension Your silk pale hair, white as snow Your heart, so bold, i adore My hair, black, dark like a crow My heart, only for me to bore Our hopes and our notion Our future life, our current time We need help, some love potion We failed at love, love is a waste of time Maybe a demon is not worth the burden Maybe a human is not worth the affection We fell in love to quickly, and all of a sudden Next thing we know. there is only detestation.
Parade for War
It’s only a Crusade: Isn't it just like a parade, With music as screams, And power as if from dreams People laughing and smiling, People dying and crying, Friendly organized marching, Brute structured arching, What if life if not a cheerful trance, What is war if not a gruesome dance, Confetti is to blood, As party is to mud Blissful light from the sun's shine, Eliminating life from someone's spine Determined to fight even in drenched rain Carefree, having fun and energy to drain Guns and swords to balloons and floats Games and shows to metal and bones Sorrowful cries of a wounded man Gleeful giggles of a whimsical clan. Buckets full of candy, People ever so handy Trucks full of bodies, Cuts with no remedies.
Loss-
to everything i lost by that virus! to all that i have lost before you were the one that waged war to all that pain i saw in me all those tears and pain i did see to all that never will return i have nothing more to burn to all that you took away a test for my suffereing play i have nothing left all gone by someone's theft nothing to help me get all that i lost i'm turning cold. turning to frost my heart hurts, my mind too just because of what you do my punishment it was to be but it is all over you see so go away and never come back i'm still in pain and about to snap!
Metal tear
one drop may make this world drown one drop may turn that all around one drop may show us all how strong it may be it may make storms and tears or rise a wave that often snears it may damage our Earth but leave its trace and the new birth of this one drops face may be enough for years to come many may remember that one drop that was once scum that stood against it all turned this world entirely around.
Scarlet Secrets
crimson lips pure deep and true what lustful tastes habor those tips who envys that crimson with such blue those full set of rosen lips send chills back to the person that stares for what reason are they so cold have they been not able to hold those words that spill like crimson blood and send chills of pain back into hearts that metalic taste that runs so deep those torn shadows they protray lines let crimson lips bleed on in and that lustful taste devour the matalic words keep sending chills of torn shadows never ending never ending the pain from those broken torn bleeding crimson lips.
Living Guilty
I have my secrets and reasons To do all these innocent treasons I have my important and dull enigmas Those simple ones and many dilemmas I cannot take time from my busy life To talk to anyone or even have any strife My tedious excuses to run and hide constantly From all the fun that life provides frequently My daily schedule, cup of coffee, and my yearly planner My computer, my cell phone, and my office scanner Are the only friends others have seen to be accompanying me It is my normal lifestyle, a perfect and safe guarantee I have no worries, doubts, or any concerns But those from my timely meetings and tough ferns I wrestle my way though the thick paper stacks Yet, at home, I have no bills or papers on racks My worries are dim, I have nothing and no one that bothers I must say my life is quiet interesting, much like my fathers This may be nice and serene, like the waves of a dead sea I wish I had thrill or courage, to set sail on the Withlacoochee.
Moon Flower
moon flower so warn like summer rain and hot coco moon flower here lives by my side in this grid retaining fighting forgeting ending. moon flower mothernatures' gift to control water to hold power, oh flower you are like light that burns and doesn't hurt controling me like a fallen owl or a deadly python, i hold my trust in what you desire. never forget, and endure to find someday a certain aviel. moon flower, that holds no color, and here the darkness and light fight forth moon flower, let it conquor all.
Crystalline*
many things we miss, for this same reason. we cannot resist the idea of hope this reason is why we wonder why why we give into hope and try to make sense of life we do not know the reason we can never understand for if we do we shall surely die, and this is why the answers are all there only transparent so try not to miss things or look more than just looking see more than just seeing. and maybe, just maybe, you will find the answer without asking. maybe you will find Crystalline.
Do is What Does
sing of song that has not been sung love a love whos heart is not stung dance a dance that you could not have done talk to flowers for they hold mystery and fun think of thoughts that never spun talk of talks that weight a ton make a friend by good deeds they will help you in your needs a good deed is never forgotten remember well, bad deeds are rotton.
escape: +...+
Escape: Long since the rare moon I did see Frightened me to believe that I could be Something that not many knew And here I became that thing many slew The one thing that made be think I needed meat, and fresh blood to drink Feeling condemned and rotten I was already forgotten By the world that I had once known Despite that fact that I was not strong The other world makes me feel like I belong Driven by darkness, blood, and the moon I hope to the gods that I die soon For you see, life is not what I ever expected And here I argue what life was to be if I had not transmuted.
evidence of a crazy...cow
i see... evidence of your stupidty evidence of your dullness evidence of your dim brain evidence of your shity heart evidence of your pathetic attitude evidence of your slutty body evidence of your ugly personality evidence of your butting in evidence of your dirty little mind evidence of your corny excueses evidence of what you're trying to hide get a fucking life and stop getting into my life... evidence!
fantasy is not a crime
me dear, this war, we've come to know this mischief,blood, and gore for every wound, i feel and grow for all i am, you know side by side hand in hand, you know me when i lied promise we'll be forever til our end for you are more than just my friend i myself and no one i know loves with a love so pure this for you i must say so i know of this forbidden cure just for me and you. promise me so, to never let go my heart would die, you know if you gave up on me i want to be here, by you, you see. the only person, that i want the only one, i need the only person, i will never haunt the only one, who indeed needs me more then i would want! i surrendered my heart so you can have me now you will always be a part of my hollow heart, how? well, because i need you now. don't shun my love, put this war to rest your love comes from a dove sweet, shy, but never the best you use me, and act like a pest but i don't care your love is all i seek i think you're fair it is my heart that is meek but forgive me if i reek at this excuse you call love i just want you, nothing more i am somewhat aware and above of what you have in store i don't care, i want you more! my passions hurt the end, don't disturb my mind i don't need your dirt on what i should love, don't mind my sad excuses, i will grind my heart, when i know for sure that you are all mine!
Her...
when i see you my heart burns cannot explain this feeling that i find in me trying to find the cause that makes me this way i want to know more more about you find the one inside that loves you so much can you find it in your heart to give me a chance to help me to better understand. can you help me because i asked? will you say yes, if i ask you to dance? do you care, as much as i care about you? are you just there for my pains, or to help yourself? i want you to know, that i love you still forget all the others come back to me.
ice, a winter gift
frozen ice, so nice just like paradise, crystalized rain, brings everyone pain! winter garden for my parden lavaish snow helps me grow this freezing ice helps my paradise this glass rain seeks more terain these garden flowers strengthen my powers this winter frost has me lost this windy chill gives me thrill snow rolling down a hill freezing cold. illness pill this land of dreams it almost seems uses my cold to run this hold on this control that i patrol.
jour de le essai
for all this year you were so dear never forget never regret... i'm done for the day i have no more to say don't you ever blame don't you ever clame that you know more than my highest score. i've seen your schemes i've heard your dreams i know your past better go slow than fast even with a good rest you'll fail the test. forget all you learned the times have all turned you seem so satisfied with all your meager pride you're not the best on that day of the test. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ she always regrets helping him find defects in everything she does and all that he was she remembers his name when he lost the game.
Lifeless Charm
once i saw a bleeding man in my broken dream it was somone i recognized someone i held too close and dear i was old, not too old, to love and be loved for you see, this dying man i saw was my future lover in law he sat there against the white tiled floor and let his blood run dry not saying a word with his mouth but writing epics with his eyes he did not speak nor did he move knowing that he had protected me kept me safe from all harm until that day when he had to leave me behind he smiled a smile that made fairies weep his eyes glittered brighter than the stars his lips, perfect like his heart, smeared with crimson blood his face, so friendly, not showing any hate his emotions purer than all water his mind, clean as wind his words, worth more than gold his body, many craved to win his heart, he gave to me one night, as the fire flies played. a game of our own, that love must tame. to realize that this was only a dream, causes me such pain, knowing he is somewhere makes me go insane.
majored only by TwIce
oh, how pureth thou passion was last nigh't and how thou caressed my heart so tight, the innocent sympathy of mine soule that infernessed rage thou controle lest i bee it at thou side 'twas pure love and affection that reside hath it been with some other spirit thy woulddin't hath it, wouldth hearth thy hopes that thou willthe always rememberest thin, for mine kindred heart would breathe if thou'd had pleed it. what hasn'th if us just now escapthe far mine love, thou only, no other that'lle scar bee borne my soule, an' raise to the heavens devine lovest thou i, an'th none other anymore, beninhe truth succumbed my soule, it now burns in deep passion an' there thou'th bee, frustrated in mine ration, do not speake of words that bringth pain, an' not conger meager tones or melodies that my mind might soone hear, let us havth this show, a show for many showed, an' rest 'til morrow's waking noone, thou spirity that hasn'th grow'ed.
Mask
hiding from the word she takes off her mask thankful to be alone at last when out in the world she pretends to be glad although deep down inside she is very sad she puts on a mask so her fears won't show wishing time would hurry so she could grow she looks at everyone and just smiles she's been hiding behind the mask for quite awhile afraid to tell her true feelings because she is scared to do something different that no one else had dared she wonders why people are so hateful and mean nobody knows what she has seen going back home now she takes off her mask thankful once again to be alone at last.
my peaceful storm, just what it says
i'm writing a poem for you, my dear friend to tell you a little about your near end beacuse, as you see, some things you deserve as penalty for all the rage ive preserved i think it is evident that in the end you will understand and call me your friend i will now find a weapon of choice but, as a friend, i'll use it with poise for as i said some shit that you do, makes me really mad so i will kill you you've said your bad jokes. you've crippled the arts that's why i'll need knives, bows, arrows, and darts i'm sure that as a friend you see this quite fair when i kick you in the face and rip out all your hair and, anyway, i'm finished with this i'm sick of your shit you are dissmissed. victory goes to my fist. not to the one that punched and missed. you are full of shit you are full of it i will mess you up so that you shut up i do not hate you i do not despise the crappy old food with your shity old fries that you eat, however, i must describe to you, thus that you are lame, you're always the same die die die like shakespeare said again, victory's mine, you shall be dead, when i'm done with you hope that i don't persue to cut you up when your are done so don't say "sup" cuz i'm gonna start having some fun with your ugly face, you can't keep up with my pase!
Parasidic Host
a boa, at its door a boa nothing more plain simple, pale as light thick, slinder, silver white crawling up, up its bed as it sleeps, almost dead peaceful night, take heed its sleep is what it needs the door left ajar the boa not so far peaceful boa, take sight til the dream is over at night.
Histories Mysteries
lost history tender mystery dispite our feud not being so rude past mysteries someone elses history trying to forget mystery's angered regret this horid history reminds nemo of pastures lucid history captures many years of lies there all mystery dies. ending the feud that was once so rude now all in flames end of all games no one left to blame.
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those tales, epics, and fables, have many endings like tables 4 be the most, the least be 1 have one moral then none stories about fun, joy, and friends some with hate, love, and ends some about demons, and hell others with angels, and heaven. some with people, happy others with beasts, scary.
Remembrance*
*++forwhati'mworth++* Oh, I remember it yes, Oh, I remember it well, may I see the sun searing leaves, can I see the moon mocking trees, I remember your voice, and your rage, I remember it well, my heart in a cage, I remember writing all this in some long lost page, In a book, oh I remember that book, All those memories, that you suddenly took, Just know what you did to make me look, Deprived that precious book from all my love, Never gave me a chance, to show you that I was only a dove, But you never looked back to see me there, Never even asked why I was always there, Oh I remember…remember it all, It was like trying to climb over a wall but I knew I never had a chance and would fall, Those sweet little melodies, Those eternally lost remedies, All those broken memories, That day you ran into me in college, Knowing I didn’t have any knowledge, About being loved or finding any, And there you stood with plenty, Why did I ever look upon your face, I cannot figure out why this is so hard to trace, Remember all the things you did, Was I only, to you, a bid, Was I only there to please your soul, All that money you spent, Did it ever occur that my love, to you, was only rent, Rent for all that money you spent on my frocks, Why didn’t you just buy me some clocks. So at least I would be able to measure our time together, and apart. Just remember what you did to my heart, Those stolen smiles that held all my hope, You took them away, knowing I was not able to climb that steep slope, On my own, yet you did, Oh, I remember it yet, Oh I still remember…that day we first met, And what you said, that first time we met, Do you recall, that moment I remember so well, No, I don’t think you do, all you cared about was you, And yet, still here, I remember it so well, When you fell, fell into the cold grave that you so truly deserved, But I didn’t forget you, I kept all my time with you preserved, And yet, I cannot forget you, and I never will, And I never questioned why you were there, Always there, just by my side, I remember Oh I remember…so clear as a bell I still remember it all so well, After all those times, after all these tears, I cannot forget you, I never can, I never will, for you Yes, you, are the only one that made me feel loved in all my years.
rosy claret an' crestfallen scarlet
long past the sun buried it face, beneath a vivid contour that left no trace, some perfidious silhouette stood amid ailing green, retaining desire of thee in scorching, brunette eye; full of inert keen, a shade of a dark creature came to thee, far away hidden behind some fusty, shadowed tree, drew near to thee with an aura of pure, to aid thou soul with a certain cure. shall thou jaunty not deceive this puppet of hell? this dark light which you so pilfered an' timorous to tell, hence to include this, thou accepted obscurity's hand, and here thou mistaken this darkness as moral friend. to what thou knows unto more thee witness, thou zealous an' fervent intellect departed; amid brainless, that thee are engaged as a token procured for abhorrence, such rigor concealed in thou heart, lingers on embrace, bleakness conveys thee to clench its buoyant, dejected fates, and thou undertakes among immense optimism dates, thus, thee explicit in favor of radiance- but discover bereavement, thou have no proxy- except swallow elapsed torment, ecstasy shall an' will not lament for thee, envisioning grieve will never anew be reaped.
Solace*
My favorite place in this life is A place of intention A place of imagination A place of desire A place of mystery and one that I require My most treasured dwelling to go is at the Winter Fountain Where I am my true self I shed all my worries, loss, and despair And regain hope that something much more important is out there Where if I you believe, my wishes will have grown If I consider life to be a bore, then where would be nothing to live for And if I release my body from all these hidden chains, then I would return to the fountain of stone, This fountain helps me free myself from the dust upon this world From the ache and the anguish of the remembering that I have to endure I forget the earth when I am near this fountains face I revere visiting this winter palace Always frozen on a small frosty hill I adore the snow and the crisp winter chill Every second near the fountain brings me complete serenity A forgotten paradise, an abandoned island where people fear the cold and all that is holds Yet I cherish this land and treat this fountain as a warm blissful fire Rather than a bitter lonesome place of fear The Winter Fountain, my favorite place to be on any day of the year.
Spring Bee
as i grew pale, and not understand that bee flew over and landing in my hand, that pain i felt as it broke the chain, that i had protected for years with pain, it drenched my body, and made me feel as if there was nothing more here my fear, relentless, it just so peels, stripe by stripe, it took me dear cautious, i was not, to that stinging bee, fellow, who are thou to me? out of the sky, out of the red, took me for granate, the bee, made me cry as i bled, that be true, here i stand, turning blue, to that bee that was so grand, it felt no shame, none i could see, now i question, it i was to blame, stille i bleed, no never ending, why hast thou done this to me, oh wise bee? as i recall from before, that scream that i heard, was it mine of from some hungary bird? wider, and winder, it seemded to grow, never stoping [color=black]oh never, i could not take it anymore, my body failed, that pain turned numb, and the bee flew away, my hand still stung, that force so strong, as the wind released me. that course i commensed with was wrong, if that bee was to be my traitor, all along.
The Guardian Brown And Green.
the first lights shine forth nothing quite like it, no the warmth of its ruth brilliant, bright, see it grow. summers' love, dear it be i feel winters' slightest breeze roots, i'm never truely free cold all around, always i freeze. when snow trembles down slightly giving me a frost my leaves die, leaving brown all of which are to me now lost. when my children age and turn for my aid i must insist to ingage or my children will fade. seeing life to the full i am content with much nourish i seek it all to dull and my worth to end its flourish. i am the earth, i am its might i am its caring father and mother i love the yellow suns vivid light i am sister, cousin, and brother. i am forever in the soil, i am so much you can't soar i am forever in every soul i am everything, nothingmore.
Truth
When we first met, I did not shutter Even when you spoke I didn’t flutter Now that I think back You didn’t even matter Now I think differently, Much more comfortably I realize this is not likeness This is something new I’ve grown tired of the darkness I think I’m onto something, don’t you? This relation, between you and I Has been growing, A new blossomed flower A strong river current flowing Down a river of love towards a tower Where one day, we shall meet again Until then, I hope, that this love Doesn’t die, doesn’t begin With someone new, Remember your promise, never forget Remember, and I won’t neglect The promise we made Don’t let me fade, Into darkness again. Where my cold heart is still at rest, I’m doing my best, to run away from my past.
way to go
who is this that you speak of that i do not understand who is this that makes no sense... well whoever you are. here is what i have to say to you... what i feel is pain should i jump in front of a train should i use this knife and end my little sorrowful life should i use this silver gun and perhaps have some fun should i just stay cold and act real bold i should just cry out my heart and tear myself apart
Nocturnal+
I see them. “Who?” Over there. “Where?” See that girl with the short hair? “huh?“ Don’t you see. “no, where are they?” across the street. “oh, I couldn’t tell, you mean there?” yes. “that’s a whole fleet! “so, just go!” no way, I’ll die…”why suffer?” cuz I want to survive “well, just give it a try.” ok, so where do I dive? “right there. By that red house.” are you kidding. I’ll never live this down! “you say that now, but have you tired?” NO! “well, don’t frown.” Well, what do I do!? “just slow down, you’re going to fast” that way they can’t see me. “just go from behind, they won’t know.” what if they hear me? “then run faster, just not too fast.” why? “cuz you might slips and hurt your back!!” I don’t care, I want them dead! “just wait, let me think..oh, see that tree?” Yeah.. “jump from there, it’s only 20 feet.” Yeah sure, hold on… “hey, careful, you’re going to fast!” Is that my fault, are you still in the past? “hey, don’t you joke with me, stop right here.” I worked hard to bring you here… “wait, where are we, I got lost?” Right below the tree that you made me jump off. “oh, I see, just go straight.” are you sure, I feel unsafe. “just go real slow, they might hear.” well I think I know, just help me. “IT‘S CLEAR!” GOD! Don’t scream they might hear! “well, I won’t if you just stay near!” I know the way, just don’t talk. “hey, what’s that there?” it’s just a car… “so why did you turn right?” cuz we have to follow them and end this tonight. “but they turned left, I saw them, I did.” shit, why didn’t you say anything at that light. “you said keep quiet…” well, just tell me the important stuff, I don‘t care about the rest. “okay, whatever, just go from there.” are you sure this is the place? “off course, don’t you think I would remember by now?” no, I don’t trust you…”just bow” Why? “to me!” haa! Right. “there they are” I see under that light. “well, you got no choice, now!” fine, I just hope this isn’t some trap! If something happens, I know that you have my back “really, I do! oh snap!!” ssshhhhhh!! “okay..well, here I go…” let’s go! “that sucked! What were you thinking?!” what are you talking about I killed all of them!? “and you didn’t even care…what were you thinking?” a way to look under that girls’ hem First of all, eww. And second, the place is covered in blood, your finger prints are everywhere!” I don’t care, they will never find me anywhere…”are you sure. You’re such a crud!” yeah, well I’m glad you could help! “oh thanks! Hey wait. i didn’t do a thing!” That’s what I meant, you stupid kelp! “oh, so now you sting!” Hey shut up, one bit me real bad, “why didn’t you say anything, I felt sad.” Sure, If I had tried to ask for your help, you would have made everything turn out wrong “hey, that’s not true, I do care bout you! I just don’t think that I should show it! Is all” So if I wasn’t strong, you wouldn’t care? And just let be fall? “never! I don’t care, you know I‘m you!” but we act as if we are two people! “maybe you should stop..” I don’t know if I can, I’m so used to it by now! “just know that I’m here but not actually here.” you don’t exist, that’s all there is to it. “true, but I don’t want to leave you all alone.” I won’t be. Really…and besides “I’ve always been alone…both heart and mind.
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within i feel hot yet people don't like me and i am caught and then they ask me "are you cold within that soul" and i reply."no," then they ask"do you have a soul" and i respond, "no" they scream and shout, and cry out loud and they seem to be so scared of me, am i a monster or just thinking outloud "am i to be trusted or to die by you" they look at me like i am a witch, yet they are the real ones that make me twitch. "you see here, you are evil, and i am not your enemy." "but you do not have a soul" "who does?"
SpElL_cAsTeR
come all thy chilldrin, tha tymes come too plyi, plyi en thy garydin af majick... come all thy chilldrin, i'ill tacke thee awaiy, entoo aa laind af inchaintmint.
Wanderer...
i wander- back to where my heart still breaths, i ponder- all those memories i left like rotten leaves, i have to feed- on emotions that i've torn apart, i truly need- to fill that empty hole in my dying heart, a far away place- just for me, my return people desire, a solid face- they'll soon see, cold, nothing, dead, i've grown tire, a terrible crime- i've committed to say away so long, crafty time- never passes if i do something wrong, my broken mind- tells me i will always roam alone, grind- all my pain, misery, and sorrow, for now- i am home... my heart is still in frost, of all the things i've lost, i still feel like a ghost, i missed home the most... for now- i am home with a bitter heart, causing pain- to my loved ones, tearing them apart, silky rain- displays my sorrow for me, this is how i will always be.
My Precious
In a castle where I reside, Creating memories as I cried, I have nothing, not even pride. To free my soul from this misery, Beyond the door that locks this territory. The key, where it be, lost in some sea. The door locked, the key is made from a fancy tree. Not made from gold, neither silver, nor hate. but from an ancient tree, which concealed much passion. Would anyone imagine to just see its fashion? No creature brave, to seek for the key, No creature wise, to know I’m not free No creature strong, to break the tree. The key is held, by the one and true, By true, I mean the one is he, he who loves me.
Beast_From_within!
you do not want to kill me beast, you do not want to kill, you do not want to harm me beast, for i am your freind, at will you do not want to mock me beast, for i will do anything, i will do anything, for i am your friend, indeed i am your friend beast, you do not want to lose me beast, for i am of loyal trace, you do not want to kill me, see, for my face is of most importance, you do not want to kill me, see, for me blood is most preious, for by this i mean do not kill me, for i am only a pest.
Mem or es.
Memories Long, gone, and forgotten Hearts small, weak, and made of cotton Hope lost, drained, all turned rotton. Yet lost memories in our minds linger Hope and love return and we finger The pictures we lost, Locking our souls behind a frame Our hearts can sometimes thaw from all this frost And we can later on blame Those memories that betrayed us and that hope that forgave us Even if memories die, and our bodies are left to cry, our rememberance will stay the same... with our souls locked inside.
#001
roses are so normal, violets are pretty rare, don't be so informal emo or not, i don't care leave him be, don't worry him don't you all see all your words are so dim, don't insult Andrew leave him alone what has he done to you for you to do such scorn if you can't assist, then why cause resist, being ignorant fools, with your slimly hidious drools. becoming a monster unaided, shame, cruelty befalls such that have faded, you are not to ruin his life, but only yours, with meager strife. cunning words i bliss, but do you understand what you need to make of this?
Rememberance*
Oh, I remember it yes, Oh, I remember it well, I can see the sun searing leaves, I can see the moon mocking trees, I remember your voice, and your rage, I remember it well, my heart in a cage, I remember writing all this in some long lost page, In a book, oh I remember that book, All those memories, that you suddenly took, Just know what you did to make me look, Deprived that precious book from all my love, Never gave me a chance, to show you that I was only a dove, But you never looked back to see me there, Never even asked why I was always there, Oh I remember…remember it all, It was like trying to climb over a wall but I knew I never had a chance and would fall, Those sweet little melodies, Those eternally lost remedies, All those broken memories, That day you ran into me in college, Knowing I didn’t have any knowledge, About being loved or finding any, And there you stood with plenty, Why did I ever look upon your face, I cannot figure out why this is so hard to trace, Remember all the things you did, Was I only to you a bid, Was I only there to please your soul, All that money you spent, Did it every occur that my love to you was only rent, Rent for all that money you spent on my frocks, Why didn’t you just buy me some clocks. So at least I would be able to measure our time together, and apart. Just remember what you did to my heart, Those stolen smiles that held all my hope, You took it away, knowing I was not be able to climb that steep slope, On my own, yet you did, Oh, I remember it yet, Oh I still remember…that day we first met, And what you said, that first time we met, Do you recall, that moment I remember so well, No, I don’t think you do, all you care about is you, And yet, still here, I remember it so well, When you fell, fell into the cold grave that you so truly deserved, But I didn’t forget you, I kept all my time with you preserved, And yet, I cannot forget you, and I never will, And I never questioned why you were there, Always there, just by my side, I remember Oh I remember…I still remember it all so well, After all those times, after all these years, I cannot forget you, I never can, I never will, for you Yes, you, I will remember well.
light and dark
hello friend, has been so long since we talked, how have you been seems like you are sad, did you miss me, did you forget did you not remember that promise we made well, i called and tried to stay in touch but you left and never did return i'm sorry if i'm being a bother but you should have been there, where have you been seems like forever since we talked hope you did something with that frown that you show me right now i don't like it very much, but that is just me talking so tell me about yourself, what have you been up to, me well just busy with life, my hopes, dreams, and loves have you had a taste of life and all its wonders? it is a miracle that we meet, my life is good, never better, i'm glad i got to see you one last time, well, because i have something to tell you, and here is what it is, i've been your friend for quiet some years, and i never got to tell you, all the fun time we had throughout the years, well here is what i want you to know, i really hope you like me so, there is this someone i want you to know, to feel in your bones for... i have been fine, never worse or better, just empty, just normal, you seem to happy to see me today, why did we ever have to meet, i'm sorry i forgot to return your calls, been busy with work, life, and stuff, never thought i would meet you ever again, but look, here we are. all over again, i just wonder, why you called my name, i've been too busy with all this stress, and this world's chains. i'm sorry again, for not being there, when you called after me, when i walked away, out of your life, but ever since i did, i felt empty inside, i questioned my existence everyday, wondering if i was meant to live, after you saved my life. i have to say, your smile is so bright, i wish i could have one just like yours. it reminds me of happier days, days which i have not seen, since you left me... but i never thougt it that way, you see, it was all a mistake, we were never alone, or were we, i wouldn't even know. but still, the reason remains, why did you forget, forget to find me? i searched for you everywhere, but never imagined to be back here. here where we once laughed and cried, when they played and died, don't you remember anything about me, i still do... you make me sad i want to leave..like when you left me. you still are happy, but caught up with the past, forget that which once was, and live that which is today, you see me do you not? i'm here, has been so long, 8 years i must say, but time took so long to reach this day, that i forgot all which i had to remember for all these years, i am ever so sorry, i forgot you, but now that we are back, we can be best friends again...
The Cycle of *Love*
Lust turns to disgust, a heart of gold into rust, a soft touch to a slap in the face, it gets old, it goes away.
Love
doubt not our love-
a phoenix bird-
which neither cries nor flaps its wings-
yet is alive.
{Yosano Aki-Ko {20th centery} Tokyo Period}----
to have store of allies
is no great matter.
when the sparrow-hawk flies,
the small birds scatter.
{Anonymous {Northern Dynasty}}----
i sought for you all the day yet you seemed to shun my way: with shades of my fair hair i walked through misty mountain air; flowers stench of sweet, i smiled with pleasure here were you in full measure.
Hope
what once i held is now lost my heart fled left no thought my broken soul began to cry and bleed tears of frozen ice amid the blistering summer stroke i felt a need to wander alone those who wander are not lost but need time to get things thawed out.
My heart
no where to go or to be anywhere no one to see or be seen with care no one to hang out with but only with you you where always there by my side you never lost hope and always had pride you gave me love and joy threated me like a lost dovey boy in return you asked for nothing more but a simple smile or laugh that you could adore.
Friendship
a friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift, a friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift, a friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace, and makes this world we live in a better and happier place.
Light
the path that i have yet to cross has no signs of daylight, only dead moss the forest that i have yet to discover lies closer to home than undercover the flowrs that i may never see lay a secret here, in shadow of me the hidden truth, horrors and screams are only part of my frozen dreams the mystic moon and darkend night don't scare me much, for i am pure light.
Pooh Bear
tigger and roo, piglet and pooh, eeorye and rabbit, owl and kanga too, love to have fun, jump, and run, in the Hundred Acear Woods, where friendship rules.
lifeless
space is truly timeless thrlling by its natural beauty seemingly endless, never to stop twisting time creating waves of life a hurrendous place where no life can live a wasteful sea where no creature is to be a frozen scene, a burning tree how long may life live when life cannot live in this sea.
sorry
roses are red violets are blue sorry, i gave you harpes type 2.
Vampiye
nice, warm, and dark red, tastes delicious and always at hand first time i tried it, i was tired to a bed, now that i drink it in the process, made many friends would you like to try it it really is quite good always fresh in thirst and you do't even have to cook would you like to try some i'm hoping you would i'm telling you, you should! walk with me during the night and sleep when the sun is bright if you honestly care for me you would do it out of love we could truly be the best of friends if you just say you would give yourself a chance and be the living dead, a vampire...my love.
IT'S YOU
ROSES ARE PINK LAVENDER IS YOU DO YOU KNOW WHAT I THINK DO YOU EVEN HAVE A CLUE MY HEART BURNS WITH LOVE FOR THE ONLY ONE AND TRUE GUESS WHO IT IS YES IT'S TRUE, ONLY YOU!
a poem's goods' and bads'
you gave me love when i need it,
{i didn't need it}
you gave me hope when i was lost,
{when i didn't want it}
you opened up my eyes,
{when they were never closed}
so i could see my true love,
{but it wasn't you}
my heart was weak and broken,
{after i met you}
before i knew you, that's right,
{it was strong and new}
but now that you're here,
{when i don't want you around}
i'm gonna hold you close and dear,
{so i can choke you}
you showed what life is,
{boring and very lame}
what it really truly meant,
{to love and kill, i mean lose}
and though we had hard times,
{we always do}
i'll still love you till the end...
{of your life}
ps{after that i'm free, right,
i mean your dead! i'll probably find
some other love better than you, kill,
i mean kiss ya later. oh, before i forget,
i'm going to cut your head off.}Bright Darkness
My body weakens As the hourglasses’ turn The clock tickens As my heart begins to burn I scream in agony Yet not a single soul appears They all face the same tragedy I beg and plead Even weep of tears in need Stray dogs turn their heads Trees wilt, all die, so sad Pools of blood begin to rise Then disincarnate into the sun’s powerful might The moon sets and we are all doomed to hell The sun burns our skin, it roasts’ us alive Our entire race dies today, if not, let some survive I honor the dark prince and the ruler himself the devil, all knowing Let us live and bring terror to all who disobey you We will make you proud Please let this not be our stand today Let us rage terror and bring mayhem Let Vampires live!
Rain
Rain rain clouds, come Bring with you Many days of love Rain, rain, tonight, today Bring floods of water For me to tame.
Hiding behind the Mask
hiding from the world she takes off her mask thankful to be alone at last when out in the world she pretends to be glad although deep down inside she is very sad she puts on a mask so her fears won't show wishing time would hurry so she could grow she looks at everyone and just smiles she's been hiding behind the mask for quite awhile afraid to tell her true feelings because she is scared to do something different that no one else has dared she wonders why people are so hateful and mean nobody knows what she has seen going back home now she takes off her mask thankfull once again to be alone at last.
Fairies
Simple, pure and always true Have you seen it, my, is it you Rainbow colored, only seen at night I may conclude, they are afraid of light Never seen, yet always there Always helping, always fair The moon is their mother And of course they have a brother Simple like their fathers They don’t make friends They only need each other To lend one another a hand They fly at night And keep to themselves They are quite different Like many of my elves.
Snow
Freezing, chilling to the bone weather Where seals, white bears, and penguins play together Icebergs float among frozen waters Sunlight never reaches this place Falling crystals from the sky covers all life traces.
Cactus
drought upon this land High dunes covered by sand Hot, scorching, land of waste But something sweet hides its taste.
Canopy
Soft, moist grounds For creatures small For creatures in pounds Lay something way up tall.
Rain
Places where air cannot be found Under the sea, no, on hard brown ground Cold rocks that reach up to the sky Weather drops these as if it were to cry.
Trees
Lands flatten for crops to grow Passing clouds and winds so clean Nothing but grass, flowers, and crows And tall monsters covered in brown and swamp green.
Sea
Cold with creatures everywhere To swim, to ride, to drown right there Filled with salt and colors of the sky Waves and tides splashing low and high.
Forest
Thick, wide, short coned trees Winter is something animals sleep or flee Autumn to gather and spring to wake Trees drop cones that rattle like a snake.
Covet, nothing more
what first starts with fears Ends only with crimson tears desperate calls for one for that special someone loves first meeting and that grand treating last no more than liquid bubbles adore famished passion, only to grow loving you ever so more that lust desired by all On occasions remembering our fall Memories from long ago Stay hidden below.
Dormant
Here where I stand Listening to your demands I think of ways to escape Finding ways to misplace Misplace my mind and just run away. Here where you linger Pointing that finger Why do you question My awkward disposition Disposition of my ways.
Blood
Emotion runs deep, within your bones Without your soul, that first taste of winter Turns many cold, yet your deny, That wonderful taste, and you regret Ever spilling that crimson lust. You lie, for I see in your eyes, that pleasure you gain Knowing that others are frail, And you know well, of what you are Stop pretending to be what you are not! Cease your escape and that pitiful sanctuary that you call safe. No place is safe here, none what so ever, your words conger hate and pain, that others don’t need to follow, that hope you carry, mocks us all to such bother. Even mystical rain regrets turning you, for you still hold that human heart, that others tore apart. Forget your past, live now and here, that realm you once new is no longer here. Why must you continue to fight this skirmish. Taste life and live. Or death will surely prey once again.
What You See
I lack moral sense Lost in futures’ past tense A shadow of despair Have I soon to expire? What possible sense is there When I seek for higher My mind, ignorant and struck From a selfish fools truck My body, I despise Shall I submit to my demise? Returning to my past, I always go too fast Finding comfort in my memories Longing for some remedies For my broken heart I see is oh so fitting for me to part For this notion, you see, has grand wonders for me As I see it will empress If I die from my distress That you shall never see What I have come to be.
Liar
Your desire for fire Has soon to expire What you crave Is not so brave Fire burns your skin Leaves it pale and thin No element can save your pitiful sorrow No person can take back what you borrow Enveloped in flames of burning desire Submit the truth or become a liar.
Morning star (sekond sektor)
Your eyes, like jewels I await their blessing every day Like diamonds among velvet From you, a single look I crave. Your body, so beautiful Flawless like a perfect sphere Your voice, like an angels It would hurt me not to hear. You smile, like the sun itself So bright, so sweet, so kind I lose myself inside you grin It shines upon my darkest times. You are like the sky itself Your beauty is so limitless You make my life so meaningful With just a thought of your gentle kiss.
Autumn
Season of mist And reasoning fruitfulness Sweet apples on veined-trees Dying flowers for the bees Thoughts of warm days out of sight Cold wind and warm rain Thought to be delight Clouds hush the sun-warming rays Bring about sight of shorter days Nature with all life seems to wilt Even the earth begins to tilt Spirits and hopes rise and fall Depending on what autumn weather befalls.
HeartRose
A rose, deep, within its heart Begins to wilt in a trillion parts, Lips dry like the Sahara desert Eyes lost, gone desert, Tears escape from its eyes All except the smallest cries, Words cannot run wild For what you’ve said-has done me mild, Hands begin to tremble Like a confused rattlesnake lost in a dark jungle Its entire body burns Its stomach aches and somehow turns Somewhere; time has stopped, all hope slips from my frozen- paralyzed-body All because of a single significant rose.
clay
I too see light in my eyes But I- one of the weak Look above to see the powerful and strong While others like me to- too Suffer a deal of great loss Dreams and hopes crushed by the light From once gave us hope My time is now I walk in fire-light burning Become- I-too like others Powerful and strong Never to be crushed I am made of strong clay and rock.
U'r B-day
[Insert Name Here], you are every so bright Your name must be in every stars light I wish for this day to be wondrous for you And I will do my share to make it great too.
The seduction of Io
Once a priestess of Hera; a simple name of Io Finds one day that Zeus; has become now her foe A maiden disturbed by dreams; who has no thrust Zeus wishes to deprive her from his suffering lust. Zeus the almighty will destroy the king’s land If he sees Io; who doesn’t know how to defend Knowing this the king; cruel as he was Sends poor Io away from any fuss. Once out of the city: Io had no where to be But wandered across the fields of abandoned trees Suddenly, the world changed; and she to be a cow Zeus had seen Io in the fields; knowing Hera was somewhere now. Soon Hera came to Zeus; with thoughts of harmful revenge Against the black and white priestess; with a horrible musty stench Hera insisted that Io; be given by Zeus as a animal donation Zeus could not refuse; and so he handed Io with caution. Hera who dreaded Io put Argus to guard the virgin Protection her from Zeus; who sought to find Io’s attention While Io who was a prisoner; sat and cried all day Zeus found Hermes; who was happy to help Zeus betray. Hermes had many ideas to free Io from Argus’ grip He tried music from Pan’s pipes; to lull the monster to sleep Many eyes closed, unfortunately not all; Io’s heart began to weep She wondered if every; will she roam free? Or be trapped like a soul in Hades’ power; for all eternity Hermes would not give up; he could not fail his king And so he pondered another plan; to release Io from Argus’ caged ring Hermes hurled rocks and slicked with a blade. Blinding Argus and freeing Io; both began to fade From Argus’ sight; how joyful Zeus became Io was not free, but still obtained a cow’s frame So Hera promised to set Io free from her curse. If she could travel to Egypt; give birth and nurse Then will she be a moral human once more Hera; meanwhile took the eyes of Argus, for Her favorite bird, and placed them for the eyes of the peacock birds. From then on; peacocks were known for their fast eyes!
Skulls Reap
this day has arrived, your time has come i must do what needs to be done say goodbye to all you charish for tonight, you will perish this rain will start, your end is near don't waste your time hiding in fear you knew this was coming, don't you lie it's time to die, say goodbye.
poem
oh how il ike to write poems of pure delight and how my poems always tend to help me make another friend and as the times go my poems grow more and more.
evil
creeping down, slowly now, creeping like a buy hiding every now and then white and black, here and there a shadow then, and figure now something i hear, and i begin to fear slowly it comes unanounced, slowly it comes almost creeping now, hiding behind its own shadow, what difference does it make the figure stands tall and still waiting for its pray a slight move a fast track all time stops when the figure stalks the attack, vicious from every side, there is no escape the figure is wile the figure lerks here and now, i feel its preseance moving, breathing now the figure is real it is here right now creeping down this time for me and here i stand right now waiting to attack.
♥time
ten years have past since we last met after so many moons i feel trapped in your net your web of pure love and Gods honest truth you've led me to chase after you, in my youth now that i remember, the fairness of your face and the generosity of you, finding you is very hard to trace you know, when you did call me so i rose to my feet, thinking of your foes the ones that dismissed our ideas of joy and grace and the ones taht are now buried beneath earths place since you have called to ask me to come i shall search no longer, i am so dumb i should have known for this day to be when we are together and forevermore free.
Payne
there are no words for pain no words are there to explain the rising and dying of pain for pain exist only to drain the life force of a person in pain. the struggle of it all is too much to bare and when those feelings fall no one else seems to care while the person in pain cannot speak nor say that they are in pain struggling to see the next day.
-innocent child-
-what happened to the dreams that never came true- where did they go, were they taken from you? -what happened to the stories you once believed in- were they crushed by reality, or did you just give in? -what happened to the innocent fantasy that you so claimed- was it taking, misplaced, or were you framed? -what happened to the love of a mothers' heart- did you make it go away, tear mommy's love apart? -what happenes to those sweet memories you always forget- can you recall any, do you regret?
night dreams
I am the vampire Immortal and brave I stalk the night For the blood that I crave I am unstoppable So fast, none see me I am the hunter I kill all that I see I am the vampire Immortal and brave Society causes the pain I hate. This be my sorrowful fate. Suffering slowly those above, They pretend as if day is hope When night whispers they scurry home Stalking them when they can‘t see, There will be none to stalk for me.
Sleepy Lavinn
A world not so far; known for its many wonders. A lonely soul resides; with countless blunders. A gloomy and abandoned fruit; rests here from the despise. Of a dangerous and evil cretin; craving their dark demise. Dormant here; he is able to sense the cretins fear. From what evil knows; he carries no pain nor sear. Resting by shattered windows; to no certain protection. Laying beneath broken glass; seeing his first reflection. Whispers in a glum tone; evil scum listens well. “I, who cannot be, here even the air is free, To who has tired their power to contain me, Will I not see to their passing?”
my peer
Shattered windows I see before me All alone for no one hears me Days limited to a few more years Not appreciated by my peers The setting sun; the east and west The rising moon; a miserable pest
self-redemtion
my sight - seeing these hands - feeling this body - breathing these feet - crawling, walking, running, time escaping all others and i talking me where? i do not know! taking me there! should i go? floating, swimming, following - everyone else where everyone goes - that continous trail the same direction - a river flows forceful, yes frail.
here
what can i do to make you see there is so much more to me what can i say when no one hears my sorrow, loss, woes, and fears is there hope for my kind today am i lost without a say is there someone who might think that i might die before they blink there are things that cause me to scream and those others with smuthered strawberry cream goods and bads surrounding us all until the day we die and fall.
The Road Not Taken
TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I— I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. BY Robert Frost (1874–1963). Mountain Interval. 1920.
(no title)
the day ellipses ever done and nine beneath thou forlorn spun. bringth love anothermore bring me love, thou sorrow no more. And now I ask - ask of thee If thou would take hand of me And we - forever form Or perish a love not born Here risk - the days of youth I question not of whom Nor do I ask of you But here I seek a truce To unite.
Shuwngaul
Nothing past the broken door There is no one left anymore Sinned men once walked this path Now only shuttered away the windows crack The heavy air that fills the lungs The sky, dark, numb, the wind so dull The shattered glass on the floors The jungle vine stretches and grows The hall where there was no space A crowd that once cheered in its place The frowns and smiles to smooth(woe) the rain Now all has left and is undone. The temple, abandoned, never renewed Standing there, I see a monk And he too, feels the pain Of many he’d lost Darkness harbors his heavy heart Just like the temple gates, it engulfs. And misery lets this soul surrender To the pain, the ever lasting effect Of a war, not long ago A war, that will live in memory Of those broken souls.
A Past
I think now to the past Of old and ancient artifacts Those possessions of His Majesty Long life to his dynast And those of his humble slaves Mere mortals as should they behave I remember on those royal chambers And the cunning Queens palace With her maids loyal (falliss) And what of those riches and jewels Those Powerful men and Powerful books Where are they now to reside today? Where is their trace they marked land to bare Who recalls the name of slaves Who not forgotten’d the Kings’ name? What words of tongue did they exchange, What matter of desires did they reclaim, What of those faces carved into metal and stone What news from the recent and archaic wars Who thinks now of those political games and gains Who thinks now of those sacrifices and mischief What turn of event were that one moment to corrupt Who sold their souls for this moment to erupt Have sands of time washed all that away All that is here today Where will it reside another day? Similar not, are they now? Connections made from blood and vows Time remember’d by people alike You and I, we share the same insights For time has left no ranking new’d A king is no different than his general or slave Eschew’d from many minds of now and then And that be the moral today For men that reign the countries And those that starve for power and greed Wealth and riches, women and gold Will sooner equal the amount of dust The same dust created from burning A lonely soulless darken’d cockroach.
Reverse Haiku}Lightening}Tempestas
Reverse Haiku}Earth}Solum
Reverse Haiku}Fire}Ignis
Reverse Haiku}Wind}Ventus
Reverse Haiku}Ice}Glacialis
Reverse Haiku}DayLight}DiesLucis
Reverse Haiku}DarkNight}NocitsNox
Reverse Haiku}Water}Aqua
Reverse Haiku}ElecticShock}Percutio
Reverse Haiku}Physic}Praesentia
Lamia
Wrath
Pride
Lust
Psyche
Envy
Sloth
Curse
Greed
Gluttony
Abyss
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i'm the hope that you can't find i'm the lie that you hold inside i'm the love you can't confess i'm the hate you must supress i'm your deepest fantasy i'm the price tag when its free.
